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Alvin here... - I have viewed this page for nearly 6 years. I read this site religiously wondering who the hell is SS, CB or TM without commenting. I actually found it entertaining to be honest and it proved to me that cops are people too. The reality is if AM was used rather than my given name, I would have wondered who was that with my initials? The closest I came to commenting was me contacting Pat Thoman when he was personally attacked here. It was weird because prior to his suggestion for Sheriff it was initials. To be blunt, it really pissed me off when a professional stance turns personal. My first post was "Alvin from his mamas trailer". If you recall, the post basically mirrored Pat's with exception that I am not a professional in your field and his accomplishments. I was invited and disparaged here. My family was attacked. I was accused of comments I did not make. The people I have met in the LEO family was basically from my profession. I even worked on the Newmans home. And it was embarrassing to have to explain to my boss why I did not feel safe on their property. I did storm repair work on Kyle's house, and got accused of stalking him for taking a picture of the WSPD K9 vehicle in his yard. I took the selfie to send to a friend in WS and was told (I didn't ask) of Allison's past. And yet when she was fired from Deland PD I offered proof to help her with her appeal or suit. I didn't like the personal attacks on Szabo. I believe I caused them to intensify for Andrew. The people I have named have done dirty to me and I can talk openly about it. I offered Sheriff Chitwood a truce but he said he couldn't control the union guys, whatever that means? See, I can admit that I dont know everything and I have certainly made my mistakes. But at the same time, can you define mistake? I define it as something you do once and learn from. My mistakes were done years ago, and I mean a long time ago. I dont like doing this but I have met great people and I can thank you all for that! Any publicity is good publicity. Most who I shake their hands and introduce myself to are shocked that I am a normal down to earth guy. I have a great respect for Capt. Fortin who I met at Chitwoods event. He has already helped me. You guys could have treated me like a dirtbag till I died and I would have motored on, but when you involve my family you ignite a fire that I cannot extinguish. It bothered me when S Szabo and his mothers position was written as being a tool for him on VX. You think I am out to cause dissent or division and that is not correct. I would rather have an open dialogue without the **** talking or insults towards everyone. I thought about this long and hard and came to the realization that my anger and disdain grew from two issues. The first of the two was a well written formal PRR to Gant about my daughter and records. His response; Unrelated to your request but I have to tell you that some of your social media posts bother me... I dont care what bothers a PIO especially when I'm paying for the records and your time. Then I reach out to the Sheriff about my daughter and the people she is around including a repeat sex offender who hangs out and takes vacation with a predominant judge. I found out at the event for Chitwood that he never responded because there was a question about my custody. I was never acknowledged and asked to bring my shared custody court order which is what I would expect. Lake Helen police attempt to deliver my daughter to a known sex offenders house! I hated you all. Everytime any cop made a mistake I rubbed salt in their wounds... All of them! I have reached out to everyone of them and apologized and consider them friends. The FBI did tell me to back off and I got louder. I do not have time to write a book but there are people that are aware of everything and for me to just let it go and have another child endure what mine did wasn't an option. Those that want me as an enemy, I accept the challenge. I would rather be a friend is the honest truth. And if any of you knew me and the full story you wouldn't hate me. I forgive all of those who have treated me badly or caused me problems. I want Chitwood to succeed. I really think he can if he applies that energy positively and is more understanding with 2nd chances. Everyone needs 2nd chances for "mistakes" because were only human. I can be cordial and factual. I can release records publically if I want. Those aren't threats they're factual. Society and the connection with law enforcement is hurting now. It needs to heal and trust should be priority. I assure you that I am connected and not with who you suspect. There isn't a mole and we all need to get along. I talk with plenty of people and not Henry. He burnt me and lied to me even after I did all asked and moved him out of his apartment in Sanford. I wish him well too. To laugh at someones health and wish them dead is horrible. If anyone would ever like to meet and talk like people, I will be available and I wont disclose you or the talk. If you want me to bring some records, I share btw and trade, so as to not leave a trail. I have learned how to circumvent and get what I need. I do not want to be an enemy. Ask around about me and you will find i am loyal. If you target me i will do the same..."The same tactics used on me will be used against you" Remember? It is well known that I was going to speak at council and I had my spelling right and I am getting better at speaking. I promised embarrassment and delivered. Today would cause extreme cost to the County and I reconsidered because of my recent interaction. One really upsetting point of LEO's is when a deputy screws up you guys dog him/her and dont understand that were only human. Cops are for the most part great people who put their lives in jeopardy daily. I dont even care if in 5 minutes you bash me. Reach out to a ex member of the thin blue line family and talk to them. You guys deal with some horrible stuff and have to see things and do things that society has no clue of. I have been contacted by many auditors and activists. I cannot merge or form an alliance because they only want to cause further division. The joke among you in Dec-Jan '17 and '18 was really uncool. I didn't kill him, he killed himself. Every drug imaginable in his system and a .163 BAC bolsters this and is probably the only reason I am free? Fun fact; his brother was attacked by an angry mob of parents at Gators Dockside where Chitwood had his event. Apparently sex offenders run in that family. Believe me if I could go back in time I would sacrifice myself for my daughter or son. I just wanted someone to listen and fix issues needing fixed behind closed doors like an adult. If I am not named I will not post. I will not comment on issues not personal to me. I do know many people and if you ask around you will find that I am loyal and honest. So, do we try and allow LEO affairs to be a respectable tool? Or do we constantly attack eachother daily? I am here to tell you that i have won my personal issues... The ball is in your court